sexy_shapiro Posted September 3, 2019 Share Posted September 3, 2019 I just want everyone to know that I’m okay. I had several people reach out to me and it means a lot to know that people still care about me. I often feel like I’m not wanted anymore. But I’m fighting and it’s good to know people care enough about me to see that I continue to fight. I know my behavior on here hasn’t been the best recently and I’m trying to work on myself. I’m ashamed by how I acted but I know beating myself up over it will just make it worse. It’s just that I become overwhelmed sometimes. I apologize to those I’ve attacked personally like @skillzdadirecta and @SFLUFAN. I know you are good people and I don’t hate either of you. I just get in fits of emotions and when I do the world around me spins and nothing makes sense. I tend to slip in and out of clarity. Again I’m deeply moved by those who reached out to me. You helped calm down from potentially harming myself. And you helped keep me from relapsing so that I can be sober another day. My life is too complicated and tied to my current city, but my short term goal is to move out my current living situation because I know that will change things a lot. I know it will get better. It just gets too easy to lose hope at times. 4 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Commissar SFLUFAN Posted September 3, 2019 Share Posted September 3, 2019 No worries on my end and the offer I asked @SaysWho? to convey to you is very much on the table. 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chris- Posted September 3, 2019 Share Posted September 3, 2019 It’s not worth much, but I’ve always valued your contributions on this board; I was sad when you left and happy when I realized you came back (it took me awhile to figure out lol). I hope things get better and that you continue to feel welcome here. 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sexy_shapiro Posted September 3, 2019 Author Share Posted September 3, 2019 4 minutes ago, SFLUFAN said: No worries on my end and the offer I asked @SaysWho? to convey to you is very much on the table. I was deeply touched when he told me and felt bad for what I sad to you. Thank you for accepting my appoligy. I will PM you later to discuss your offer, but I’m very much interested. You’re too kind. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sexy_shapiro Posted September 3, 2019 Author Share Posted September 3, 2019 5 minutes ago, Chris- said: It’s not worth much, but I’ve always valued your contributions on this board; I was sad when you left and happy when I realized you came back (it took me awhile to figure out lol). I hope things get better and that you continue to feel welcome here. It means more than you think it does. Thank you, Chris. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Remarkableriots Posted September 3, 2019 Share Posted September 3, 2019 I hope everything gets better for you and i'm sorry you're going through such a hard time! 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Biggie Posted September 3, 2019 Share Posted September 3, 2019 Who is this? 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
sexy_shapiro Posted September 3, 2019 Author Share Posted September 3, 2019 33 minutes ago, Biggie said: Who is this? Donald Trump Jr. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SuperSpreader Posted September 3, 2019 Share Posted September 3, 2019 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest Posted September 3, 2019 Share Posted September 3, 2019 Glad you’re ok, the other thread was very worrying for obvious reasons. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CastlevaniaNut18 Posted September 3, 2019 Share Posted September 3, 2019 Glad you're okay and I really hope your situation improves soon. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Biggie Posted September 4, 2019 Share Posted September 4, 2019 3 hours ago, Rachel said: I wish I knew who this is and what this is about 3 hours ago, Rachel said: But really, who is this? Thanks everyone for being cool and letting us know the whole story. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Commissar SFLUFAN Posted September 4, 2019 Share Posted September 4, 2019 42 minutes ago, Biggie said: Thanks everyone for being cool and letting us know the whole story. The story is in a locked thread on The Press Pool board. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Keyser_Soze Posted September 4, 2019 Share Posted September 4, 2019 You might feel better if you go back to your old name. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Brian Posted September 4, 2019 Share Posted September 4, 2019 Are you @Boyle5150? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Boyle5150 Posted September 4, 2019 Share Posted September 4, 2019 25 minutes ago, ManUtdRedDevils said: Are you @Boyle5150? I need you to hold me. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
SuperSpreader Posted September 4, 2019 Share Posted September 4, 2019 22 minutes ago, Boyle5150 said: I need you to hold me. Request denied. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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