I'm glad you are getting advice here that is helping you. I love animals so much and was forced to give my love of my life away (cat) exactly a year ago because I had to move in with my parents. It's still makes me cry on occasions but I realized that he was in great hands. I can't comprehend your situation because I've always had amazing parents who truly want the best for me. Things will eventually work out. There are some smart individuals on here so if you need help this place always delivers.