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damnnnn i would love to read those edit: glad you aren’t on a coke binge anymore tho cuz health and all

I bought this last night since everyone else is getting it and you get the deluxe edition if you preorder. Its 150gb though holy crap, there goes my idea of downloading it for the trip back.

good word drop

Now with dlss4 that generates more free frames off of pure fuck you energy!

lol cmon why would anyone need to see or hear about this ever

Well yeah, I’m in Canada.

Back on topic though, that was a really dark period

I appreciate that. It’s not that they are badgering though, it’s just a natural thing I think. I could also just make it real easy and be like “TRUST FUND BITCHHHHH” and then make it rain with twenty one dollar bills

Oh, the other reason besides sativa I’m pumping with energy still this late? Guess what I did today mother fuckers? I ran. By that I mean I jogged in place for about 3 minutes or so for two sets. And also checked across the hotel room floor a few times and I was able to as weird as it may look. But running in place especially worked really well to my surprise. I wasn’t sure if I would do that again so Im pretty pumped about that. In general over the last month or so now that I’ve started traveling I’ve been trying to build up endurance. So Ive actually started to actively try to improve my physical health for the first time since my 20s. This was the latest step in that. Just a few months ago I felt I was barely getting around stores okay, but now that I’ve worked harder on building my strength, I’m walking zoos and parks for hours. I’ve being doing very basic exercises. I’m doing push ups, sit ups, side sit ups, dumbbell lifts, and dumbbell curls, and cardio via power walking, today escalated to jogging in place. When I get back home I’ll potentially join a gym so I can use a machine to continue that cardio since I don’t like using my park for obvious reasons. But yeah my energy level has skyrocketed, my back feels better, I feel happier and more centered, it’s really made a big improvement in how I feel health wise mentally and physically in a short time. Right now I really want to just focus on making sure I keep exercising and making progress in my stamina but later on def might hit you boys for some tips.

Well, that’s what I mean. You don’t have to, but people get curious and they ask. But also I like to try to not lie to people and to be honest, but now you kinda can’t. Like, this is the biggest first world problem to ever first world problem but anyway all I mean is it’s super important for me right now I think to check myself and make sure I stay grounded and treat people right

Oh sorry, yeah I can. I wrote that in a way that only makes sense if you have context. I’m quite high on sativa atm (from beautiful canada). So what I mean by this is say, I get into an uber, you make small talk, right? At some point they ask what you do. In my position, what I do is i’m retired and am able to do whatever I want. You can’t just drop that bomb on someone. You have to explain the entire thing, which some of it I can’t, because of what I signed. But I don’t have a regular job I can use as an answer. And it’s not a good idea to tell people irl my situation for obvious reasons. Especially strangers. So then it’s almost like all you can do is make something up, pretend I still have my old job. I might try to come up with some way of saying it like I do “investments” but this question seems to come up very quick in any conversation and i right now I don’t have a good answer.

lol I know, it’s not that I think you’d be petty or something, it’s just a personal thing where I want to check myself

na it’s usually because I just like your write ups so you are an easy person to want to gift lol

See, it was going to be 2, so I would have felt like the biggest asshole. I try to think nothing had to change with who I am, but I can def see how some toxicity could come into effect and definitely want to avoid it. Like I wont ever try to pretend to be anything but grateful for the position Im in right now compared to how it could have been. I’m super happy and positive and thankful. I’m not going to rant about mo money mo problems. BUT there is a little bit of adjustment for someone in my position that you really got to do yourself and there is a change in how you can relate to people. Like picture even one of the first things in a conversation, what do you do? I either have to go through this whole damn thing which I really shouldn’t or lie to the person essentially. There’s just stuff to navigate through that can be difficult. Anyway, it worked out because I actually do want to see your impressions on this one

I don’t remember it but also like it doesn’t matter the bottom line is we have been fine since the rule was implemented and we are all adults and know when it makes sense or not!

I just had an idea of a joke post where I would be like pick a number between 1-5 and I’ll pm it to fizzle and if you get it right I’ll buy you BG3. And all at once it hit me like a storm what gross ass weird toying shit that sounds like so I just sent it. I will say you won because you edged me to the point of that idea of a post

SPREADING TOXIC IDEOLOGY IS A BIGGER ISSUE THAN HOW ATTRACTIVE SOMEONES FACE IS OR ISNT OMG JASON

and wait you post his tweets..GLASS HOUSES

it just feels like he’s in pain even holding his facial position

fucking nightmare

is he like flexing his face in that photo?

I’m not going to do extensive notes until I get back but I’m very much in love with this city. I head for Banff tomorrow for four days but should be back here about two days since the airport is here. I need to travel a lot more, but the feeling of falling in love with a city and the people there is a fantastic one.

If wade is fine with it I’m fine with it for that, like I said I’d be fine with that exception. It’s just we have very few rules so if Wade sets one I think let’s just be cool about it. Sounds like this should work for everyone then.

What about when it’s just that Jason is bored

And just because I’m in canada doesn’t mean you guys can force me to agree with @AbsolutSurgen