Okay, I'm a bit more rational and calm now, seeing that the dems will all but certainly take the house at this point.
I'm just going to be going through a period of change and uncertainly for the next couple of months. The training for the new job starts in two weeks and goes until after New Year's, and I'm temporarily moving back in with my parents on Friday because the commute from their house will be shorter and easier. I'm hoping that I get the job and then can then find my own apartment soon afterwards.
But yeah, seeing Trump spend the last 2+ years trying to lead America towards the path to becoming Dumbfuckistan has not been good for my mental health. And there's still a lot of work to be done, especially in 2020. But at least for tonight, I can rest a bit easier.