So, I'm kind of a mess at the moment. I recently lost my virginity (don't make fun of me) to a girl coming off a breakup with her bf who she caught doing dope (again). Anyway, upon talking about it later, I've learned that it was a meaningless drunken rebound kind of hookup, and I guess I was supposed to understand that, and not be surprised when she went back to her asshole bf a couple days later and acted like nothing happened between us.
Then there's this new girl I've been hanging out with who is also battling addiction. I'm surrounded by addiction and crazy women, I'm lonely and desperate for some company, blah, blah, blah, and don't know what to do with all of these emotions. Anyway, started this -