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A very happy birthday to @Brian ! Let’s show this man some love.

I remember that. That was shitty of me, I’m sorry. Totally understand if you don’t forgive and that okay, you don’t have to. You have no reason to and have mainly only seen years of shitty behavior from me. Same goes for anyone else who is dubious or doesn’t agree with my apology. and there’s no “winning” here, just trying to undo any small piece of the damage I’ve done. Which may be impossible, but if there’s a chance of at least one person I treated poorly getting the affirmation that I was the problem and not them, I figure it’s worth a try. I also realized a while ago that maybe the best way to show kindness to you all is to step away and move forward, which I will go back to doing now. Best wishes to you all ❤️.

This thread is actually a good place for me to post why I’ve come back (briefly). I wanted to tell you all I’m really sorry for how awful I’ve been to so many of you over the years. I was a depressed toxic traumatized drunk who liked to be a psycho asshole on the internet for attention because I was broken inside. I’ve done a lot of healing and therapy over the years now that I’m sober and I’m learning how to just be a healthier person overall and I have a lot of remorse for my behavior. There’s no excuse for how I treated some of you and how I acted. It will never happen again. I think it’s still best that I stay away but I wanted to apologize to anyone I ever antagonized or made uncomfortable, angry, or upset. To everyone whose boundaries I just steamrolled right over. And especially to anyone I kicked while they were already down. It wasn’t you, it was me. Okay love you bye. -kk

I’ll leave him for you

Back off I’m married